Thanks BW.
I'm not overly bothered except that i feel like i'm 'wasting' my grains to an extent. My beers are getting better and better with each brew and i'm enjoying the process more and more. I'm also enjoying the end results more and more and my taste is getting more 'trained'
I'm just a bit worried that with a Durden Park recipe i'll be using a whole sack of grain to get just 25ltr's(bit of exaggeration there but you know what i mean

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I'm happy with the fact that i can brew a beer that i much prefer to anything available to me here commercially.
If i understood EXACTLY the whole process i'd probably be able to work it out for myself. But i don't.
I don't understand why 66-68C is the temp for mashing. Or why you boil for only 90 mins. Or 60. Why you sparge with 85C liquor? Basically i don't know what the actuall processess are doing and why i'm doing them. Which doesn't sit well with me.
I understand completely why i use helium and O2 when diving, why i need to and how to adjust the two to give me a gas that will perform what i want it to at a certain depth.
Currently i brew how i do cos thats how i've been told. I haven't ever been explained why. Which is why i bombard the forum with a lot of questions.
Anyone feel like explaining the whole process, what happens when you do each step etc? Or just post a link and i'll have a good read.